What to say? I don't really have much to talk about, but I hate to let my journal go idle.

Bought a ticket to the Collective Soul and Live concert at Chastain Park. I saw the free show Live did at Centennial last year during the Final Four. That was pretty cool. If I had to choose a band to be my favorite, I would probably say Live. I haven't seen Collective Soul so I'm excited about that. I'll also be going to the Projekt Revolution Tour with some friends. The first time I attended was last year. Originally I wasn't going to go, but then I heard Placebo was opening and I was like "oh hellz yeah" and dragged my sister along with me. She normally listens to hip-hop but she managed to rock out hard core to Linkin Park. There was a heat warning that day and technically no one was supposed to be outside. Obviously 1,000+ people said "Fuck it, we wanna rock."

Classes are... going. My Brit. Lit. professor talks like Captain Kirk, but she's enthusiastic so that's good. Intro to English Studies is not what I thought it would be. A lot of us thought we would be learning how to teach English, but we're learning how to learn English instead. Oy vey.

I want to blah blah blah collapse, and in the end I think I blah blah blah blah blah blah blah.

But srysly.

Took up that babysitting gig. $300/week to sit by a pool or watch television. God bless America. Classes start Monday. I feel sorta neutral about it. My friend turned 21 a while back and we keep trying to get the gang together but people keep canceling. Worse comes to worse she and I will just get lunch.
Whether has been overcast and humid here lately. My hair has expanded by about two inches.
My sister graduated last weekend. That was cool. There were about 700 kids and only 2 hours to graduate them. They pulled it off in an hour and thirty. We went to Bahama Breeze afterward.

I have this idea to do really big painting. I want to go all Pollock. I have a collection of big matte boards and I want to go to WalMart *gag* and buy can paint. I'm really excited except the weekeds are the only time I could actually paint. Oh well.

P.S. I'm boycotting the Beijing Olympics by not watching. Free Tibet.

I'm officially done with classes this semester. I took my last final yesterday morning at 11:00 (Saturday classes suck). I thought I was going to have A's and B's in all my classes, but I ended up with a C in one of my education classes. Sooo mad. A classmate of mine was supposed to turn something in for me while I was out of town and I think she forgot. Argh. I signed up for two classes over the summer since I'm a little behind after changing majors.

Mom's been riding me about getting a job. I understand that I'm 20 years old and haven't had a paying job for almost two years, but I'm also a full-time student. I have been filling out applications and making call backs since last summer, but no one actually hires me. Very deterring. I have an opportunity (which I am taking) to share a babysitting gig with my sister over the summer. We have to watch this girl from 11 - 6 M-F. $250/week for sitting by the pool all day? Hot damn! I have classes 11-5 on MW, so my sis will do those days while I take TRF. My mom is cool with me babysitting, but she still insists I have a "real job." I think she wants me to have experience in retail or something. She basically got fed up with me today and said she was done being involved in my employment life. Fine with me. I recently submitted an application to Dick's Sporting Goods and I should hear from them on Monday for an interview. I'll just tell them I have class everyday and can work 7-10 weekdays and am free on weekends. Worse comes to worse I'll just be a weekend employee.

I'll be the first to admit that I can't really dance. I play DDR but I look like a seizure patient while doing it. I'm not very well coordinated either so choreographed dancing isn't my forte either. HOWEVER I do like to dance around. I've had friends tell me in the past that they like my dancing. They merely admired the fact that I was brave enough to wiggle my butt in public. I've also had people say I'm not very good, and I accept that. What I don't appreciate it when they decide to be an ass about it.

I got a comment on my Lady Sovereign video saying "You can't dance worth a piece of crap and you're ugly too."

Whoa. I can accept the dancing bit, but why did she have to go and say I was ugly? Did I offend her or something? I mean, things like that are just unnecessary. I've never once in my life told someone they were ugly. That's a personal blow. And what's worse is that she doesn't even know me. I proceeded to say "Thanks, I know." (about the dancing, not ugly) then she says "Then why did you put it up there then?" and I said, "'Cause it's for fun." Which is the plain and honest truth. I'm not looking to impress people with my videos. If someone somewhere likes it, that's great. If you don't like the video, hit the back button. Don't tell the person you hate their existence. She then left me a comment saying, "Sorry, well want to be friends?"

She's kidding, right?

I politely declined.

I uploaded more videos today. I got groovy to Blur and Lady Sovereign. I thought I would be embarrassed about putting myself on the internet, but it's actually a lot of fun. My sister is watching Rock of Love and I can feel my brain cells committing suicide as Daisy and Amber bitch it out.
I tried my hand at that BiteFight game my page sometimes has a banner for. I was curious. It's okay... sorta. You don't really get to do anything. It's basically click and read and wait for the clock to run out. Quests and working in the graveyard only earn you about 40 - 60 gold at a time, and armor and weapons start pricing at 100+ I don't have an actual playable character. Not so great.
The MMORPG I'm into right now is called Fiesta. It's brand new (as of 8 months ago roughly) and still in somewhat of a beta stage. This is actually my first MMORPG and I have to admit it's pretty damn fun. I'm an archer. I just recently reached level 20 and became a HawkArcher. There is some frustration with all the tweens who spam the chatbox and argue about emo music. Oh my God, I could rant forever about emo music, but I won't. I will say just this: EMO IS A BRANCH OF PUNK. Also, all the level 4 noobs try to party with me and make me do all the work. If I want to level you up, I'll offer my services, if I don't then get lost.

I highly recommend Fiesta. It's free and pretty damn fun, like said.

8 months ago I created an account YouTube. I watched a lot of music videos. Have about 12 favorites. And today, for the first time, I posted a video. I finally figured out how to make my webcam record instead of just take still pictures. Now I have to figure out how to make the microphone work so I don't have to convert my m4a in mp3 and add the audio manually with movie maker. 

ANYWHO

To see this white bitch dance to that white boy Ben Folds, click here:  http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=lBQCTV_7uDM

Things could change. And in a matter of hours no less. 
I came here looking for some role play communities. There's a kick-ass South Park role play community over at GreatestJournal and since I couldn't make an account over there, I came here. Yeah, long story. So I was looking around and all I could really find were celebrity and Harry Potter rp communities. Ugh. I'm looking for originality here people! God... So I created my own role play community where original characters come together and do whatever the hell they feel like doing.

Interested? Yes. Maybe. Kinda. Sorta. No. Then go find my community. second_self_rpg

It's like spiking your grande latte with Powerthirst. Douch-fag!

So as usual the first entry is the most boring. A little "howdy" here and a "I'm excited to be here" there. To be honest I set this for use between my friends and me, but who knows what will happen. Pigs could fly, money really could grow on trees, the government could stop lying. We can all only hope.